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Posted by: coldredplay Original: 12/12/2008 5:44 AM Views: 216 Comments: 0 eProps: 0 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

Friday, December 12, 2008

people keep telling me, oh you'll find someone who'd love you back and treat you like you're worth everything in the world. that's what they told me before i met you and for four years i thought i found that person. so i'll get a job. so i'll eat and drink and get sick. so i'll live in comfort in the future in my own house and a thousand cats. so i'll probably die before i know it. so life is unpredictable and will throw me a curve ball when i'm not looking. so life goes on. whatever life may be, it has nothing more to offer me that can be compared to what i have already experienced. nothing compares to sleeping in the arms of the person you love and knowing that person somehow loves you back. nothing compares to hearing her breathe while she sleeps and listening to her heartbeat knowing that somehow miraculously her heart beats for you. nothing compares to seeing your lover's eyes when she gazes back at yours telling you how she feels about you. nothing compares to seeing her pout when you know she's only playing with you to get your attention. nothing compares to waking up next to her to find her snuggled up against your neck while you secretly kiss her forehead and be careful not to wake her peaceful slumber. nothing compares to her telling you she likes you being a wee bit sticky and doesn't mind striping you off your scruffy clothes. nothing compares to drying her tears after watching a sappy film together. nothing compares to cooking up a nice dinner for her in the kitchen while she whines down after work.nothing compares to hearing her laugh over the telephone and comforting her when she's had a bad day. nothing compares to disagreeing over something only to make out afterwards. nothing compares to seeing the gleam in her eyes when she's eating her favourite food that you bought or made for her. nothing compares to travelling a hundred thousand miles with the excitement of jumping into her arms at the airport and kiss each other senseless disregarding the glares. nothing compares to the feeling of secretly waiting to surprise her when she least expects it. nothing compares to sitting in cafe with her doing absolutely nothing just because we enjoy each others presence. nothing compares to being lost with her in a foreign country just so we can find explore around and find our own way back without a map. nothing compares to secretly stealing glances at her when she's reading in bed. nothing compares to rubbing her feet when she's tired and later tickle her until she's rolling on the floor with laughter. nothing compares to holding her hand and knowing that she feels safe with you. nothing ever compares to having wonderful night after dinner , a film and some gin&tonic only to show each other how much we love them afterwards before we sleep. seriously with all those things that can't be compared with anything, how can i not be in love with you still after so many years. how could i ever compare you with anything, you were everything.

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